
Kicking down the board at the 2011 ISAF Worlds
Hi all,
Finally at home in Sydney and having a rest from time in the boat. In wrap up 2011 was a year of great challenges for me. At the start of 2011 I set myself top 10 goals at the ISAF World Cup events in Europe in preparation for the ISAF Worlds and our Olympic Qualifiers. In Palma I came 15th, Hyeres 65th and Holland 13th. I felt like I was getting close to my goals and was feeling confident I would do it in Weymouth then on June 2nd 2011 while riding my road bike up a hill in Weymouth I knocked my pelvis out of alignment and exposed the bigger problem at that time which was rightly diagnosed as a bulging disc in my L4/L5 region of my lower lumbar spine.
I can’t describe the feeling of helplessness at the time but I was bent forward and could not stand straight. My physio Donna pulled me out of the regatta immediately stating discogenic back pain and a failure of what I now know as the slump test. The slump test is a great way to see if the bulge is pressing on nerves around the spine and I found out it would become my CAN / CAN’T sail decision maker. For the first few days I had some shocking spasms in the supporting muscles of my back that rendered me useless and crawling about the house in constant moderate level pain. It was heart breaking but worse I watched my team mates come and go and proudly represent Australia and themselves with Slingsby winning, Burton coming 6th, Palky 14th and Burmo 17th. To their credit despite our differences I feel we all became better friends and training partners this year and when I was down they tried to keep me laughing and positive (Jwest included of course). It made a big difference and ‘the boys’ are all stronger because of it.
After Weymouth I went to Sweden and the Swedish Laser team looked after me very well. Thank you to Steven (coach), Johan, Victor, Emil, Jesper and David. You guys were awesome and I got a lot out of training with you in Marstrand and Goteborg. My friend and Swedish brother from another mother Rasmus most of all. In 2011, his words coming from experience and powerful encouragement and occasional wake up call lifted me up when I needed a shoulder to rest on. I started back in the boat and was limited to short 2 hour sessions and walking but they all supported me and understood. I appreciate it and won’t forget it. Sweden was great as always and I prepared as best I could for the Europeans in Helsinki.
Long days on the water there burnt out my back’s sitting endurance and light air and limited feel on a lot of painkillers hurt. I finished the qualifiers in silver and after failing the slump on the final day of quals with no wind I was pulled out of the event again by Fiona our team physio there. Back to the drawing board …………
After this I went into a long period of rest and treatment. It was a dark time made light by a little coaching in France and some good friends in Norway (Thanks Kristian!) and Sweden (Thanks Shabnam, Andre, Andrea and Philip). Again I trained a limited amount but mostly rested and tried to re-coup some money spent on a long tour in Europe with an injury.
At the end of july I went home and was happy to be back in Sydney again. From there I built aimed to build up my back endurance so I could sit in the boat for 3 hours without pain and then as I came into November, 4 hours. I had 2 bad regressions and could not train for 2 weeks in the 3 months at home. Come Sail Melbourne I was ready and on the back of some solid speed and fitness training I finished a close 4th just behind Tommy Burton. Definitely a good start with a lot of good guys present.
After Melbourne again I was in trouble but I found the cost of regression less and less. I could recover in a few days of rest and fight on.
The Worlds was the hardest fought regatta of my life. I felt strong and competitive and training but was injured with a blow to the back from a competitor’s boat in pre-training. That knocked me out for 3 days but I hit the worlds keen to show what I could do to the world but more importantly to myself. Everyday was a battle and everyday was spent with a clear process of management, painkillers, physio and good eating. I held top 5 for most of the regatta and unlike the previous two years I finished strongly in a tough finals to finish in a close 7th.
This meant entry onto the Australian Sailing Team and a scholarship to the AIS and I was very pleased to finally get in after so many years of trying. Thanks to all those who supported me and helped me tick the boxes in 2011 (Blackers!, Donna!), I hope you will continue to help me in 2012.
Australian Nationals
For me the key goal again of this event was to get through it especially so close to a long ISAF Worlds and try to look good while doing it. After worlds I went though a week of lying in bed and stretching and lying in bed and eating, I gained close to 4kgs and felt like shit. My physio asked me not to do nationals but upon learning if i didnt i dont go to worlds she said put on your back brace again lad! haha. I had loads of ups and downs during the regatta and to be honest prepared poorly mainly because my state of mind was not in it. A good lesson in learning to keep chipping away even when your head and heart aren’t in it. I was forced to loosen my hiking strap as bent legs or ‘Meatballing’ protects the back a little more as not as much pressure in the back while extending. Not as quick but quick enough to be part of the game. At 88 + kgs too I was suprised i didn’t do worse
The ALA says that we must do the nationals if we want a worlds spot but this time I felt they could have let me have one so I could treat my back properly. Oh well …
I finished 3rd overall and picked up 2 yellow flags and broke my outhaul pre-race on day 2. Bit on … but primary task was to get a worlds spot and I did. Well done to TB and RP … you guys sailed well and better then I could.
Home and MRI
Now home and resting I have had time to get regular physio treatment and more importantly visit a sports doctor and get a referral for an MRI scan on my lower lumbar spine. An MRI scan would provide a great view from the side of my spine (and from top down!) to show disc density and any damage or irregularity. Just so all the readers know Discs are the cushions between the spinal columns that act as shock absorbers.
After getting it back today I went to the physio for treatment and went over it with Blackers. The end result was worse then I expected but being positive its a relief to finally see whats going on in there. I have a minor protrusion (bulge) and minor annual tear in L3/L4, a moderate protrusion and a left sided annular tear in L4/L5 and a major extrusion in L5/S1 which pops out 15mm and down up to 10mm below the disc.

Herniated L5/S1 disc. Damaged L4/L5 and L3/L4 disc. Not me above but you get the gist ...... Bit on ...........
With this in mind my lower lumbar spine is a mess. The sports doctor has no idea how I got through Sail Melbourne, ISAF Worlds and Nationals. I think the constant stresses of hiking a laser have made things worse. I have bulges and tears in three discs in my spinal column and it hurts every single day, mainly a dull constant pain at the base of my spine. Some days are better then others but this will be a problem for life now and good management and positive thinking (and a little pain tolerance!) will go a long way.
I will get though this and come back stronger, it is the biggest challenge in my life now and one I will immerse myself in. I will learn more about anatomy and treatment and management and keep on top of it so I can keep competing in laser. For now I will set about looking at options including injections, disc surgery, a more closely monitored Mckenzie program, building more core muscles to support the disc as the first line of defense etc. I feel I have a good team of specialists advising me and with their help I will make the right decision. Blackers has had similar problems for years and I can learn a lot from him as well for example.
I will not do Miami or New Zealand this year and spend this time researching options, making them happen, recovering and then building my backs endurance so that come the European Season I am with a little luck more healthy and able to sail at my best.
Please look after your back guys and gals, regular checks with physiotherapists, getting scans if you have constant tightness and pain to ascertain the problem and deal with it, working on your flexibility and most importantly building your core muscles. They are the first line of defense against back problems and the reality of our sport is 90% of those who sail laser will suffer from back pain or stiffness in their lifetimes. A good management program will protect you so learn from my mistakes and spend the time and effort, you may find you come out of it stronger and more switched on to the feel of your boat!
Wish you all the best until next time.
Ash